Tuesday 20 May 2014

Marvel of the Marvel World.




What a girl in twenties, hoping to entertain for her 17 year old brother from US can do but take help of the MARVEL wold. This started with an impromptu trip of my long gone li'l bhai. In the sweltering heat of mumbai, in the middle of my internship, i have a baby brother to entertain. So we go where ? to the marvelous world of marvel comics!! Starting with spider-man, sorry thats the Amazingly Amazing Spiderman ! we laughed, swore, gave thumbs up and hide away tears ( that's an exaggeration, i couldn't could hid it :P ) there we hit the ground running! Thus began the marathon movies from Thor to Hulk to Captain America, re-runs of Iron man I,II,III . And of course the Avengers. The fights the power the rush and more importantly a safe common ground to break the ice!
Somewhere in the movie with the roughhousing about the soda and popcorn and the pee-breaks leading to pausing right when Godzilla roars ! the life to the bond returns and how!
His trip is about to end and we celebrated it with Godzilla new one, and just to end it on a high, there is probably very few people out there who are waiting for X-MEN as desperately as I am.
It has to be Legen- i -so-do-not-want-to-wait-for-it- Dary !!

Good'o days !


When I am wid you
the world is just rite 
U make we wanna live
Live n laugh n play n jive
Hats off stupidity
 dreams n promises soo naïve
still ,all the reality I need
it’s ‘ the world ‘I believe
memory of the hoop n all the ball games
the cake n the court n the party n the rain
classes n pracs n journals n labs
getting out of all of them
we din give a damn
your lunches  I’d eat all up
every coffee I had 4m dat cup …
your smile lightens up my day
so here s wat I gotta say …
love you guys u r the beasts
but u suit me well to say the least
just hoping we get to go down dat lane

and live the fc days again….. 
.. memories of fergusson days

Like a river




Like a river , changing its current
Strange subtle and always different
Like the music in your soul
Every beat sets a new tone
Life is like that it just goes
You try to protect it , hold it tight
You try to secure it , make it right.
But does the lake match the river??
The museum is but frozen time, it’s not the present
Stagnant is safe but one cant forever be a tenant
The romance of an adventure, of inviting a danger
Of knowing life is a canvas all blank n white
You don’t need the borders or any order
Splashing my colors is what I desire
My life is not neat sketch but a gorgeous fire
You can’t stop the flowing water
But being human is a different matter
My peers wanna follow imposed dreams
All in different vocations,
But all I wanna be is the definition,
Definition of freedom and perfection….




I live when i dream ....




to be alive ?!
what does it even mean ?
 to breath ? to smile ? to sing n hav a gud time ?
4 me to live is to dream…
Coz  in ma dream ,I really live
for It’s a place wer I fit in.
Ma reverie just clicks, it’s a wonder
Perfect passion n little thunder
Lot of music melted in together
 Ppl in ma never- land  are all alive
no awkwardness , just sweet silence.
 I love it there I lov dem all
Coz in ma dream ,I really live
for It’s a place wer I fit in.
4 me the parallel wrld is real one
N the real world is my dream
ma dreams r colours , dey r pure joy
the whole rainbow charade wid a pot of gold
a joy ride 4 vic I ll never be old
to ma dreams I really cling
to live dem , i ll give world a fight
for its wer everything is just right
I live to dream n dream alone
coz in ma dream ,I really live
for It’s a place wer I fit in.





My thoughts…






Why do we have to define, Define and confine at every turn,
Change and rearrange the meaning of every term.    
Nothing comes dat neat,
 Nothing fits in bowed up pack, never it is dat sweet.
Life is unpredictable, unreliable, unbelievable…..
So why do v try?? Try to solve the puzzle …
When the jumble is what tells the story,
Mess is what creates the mystery.
So why kill the fun,
Y not just run…..
Soar through the sky …. Glide through the sea….
Don’t need jet or ship…... u see…
If u live, you are alive,
If u just survive, u is dead inside…





Monday 19 May 2014

Penny 4 my thoughts ?



Everythin fades everything dissolves
Leaves  me wondering
With every problem unsolved .
Every morning with every sunrise
I resolve to give it a fight
Exhausted defeated I crawl back at night .
Every demon every nightmare
Haunts me every moment, sooo unfair .
No support none at all
I spiral down, one painful fall .
‘Figure out Ur life, work hard make it perfect
Says the sounds, like a wakeup call
Like an order a whip cracked
I stand up... afraid to fall 
Like a mountain it pressures me down
And yet I continue to be a clown.
Heart races sweat breaks my whole being shakes
And yet with a smile I give what it takes
I laugh I sing I play along
It’s a veil, a façade
Behind which my life remains .
Someday somehow u ll understand
The reason why I always pretend .
Till den I ll follow the pied piper
Join the herd , mix wid the crowd
Tolerate the music  till it’s too loud.
Bid my time to find  ma grip again
Either dat or ll go totally insane.





INCREDIBLE INDIA !



I am scared
Scared to dream
Dream about cars and palaces to live
Live in the horror
Horror for the little kids
Kids on the streets
Streets so unforgiving
Unforgiving cravings for money
Money which devour  sweat and blood of man
Man is the ruler man is ruled
Ruled we all are by our own rules
Rules written long back in time
Time is valued more than a being divine
The being divine has created a wall
Wall between human , success and progress
Progress for sake of progress is forbidden here
Here we discuss politics with our many gods dear
Dear to us are cows on the streets alone
Alone is the kid we refuse to touch
Touch is what is asked from ‘us’
‘Us’ is a joke unwilling to love
Love is long lost , the fire is dead
Dead as rocks we all have become today
today we talk as if society is some sorta boss
Boss we aren’t of either our body or our soul

Our  soul is lost , incredible incredible.

why smile !!

Smile... smile coz it’s worth it,
Smile.... smile coz the world needs it
Nothing can hamper a full lit smile
To ward of all the trouble
All you need is a true smile
It helps cover life’s long miles
As long as you smile
You win, you always win wid style
A sparkle in your eyes
A hop in your walk
A smile on your face
Is all that it takes...
To make your life …a piece of cake…